Shivathmika Rajashekar is promoting ENE Repeat<\/i>, director Tharun Bhascker\u2019s sequel to Ee Nagaraniki Emaindi<\/i>, her biggest Telugu release yet. But as a habitual overthinker, she wonders if her hair looked flat or whether her sunglasses were right for her last interview, and about the possible comments on social media. For someone who has quietly built a career, the attention is a lot to take in.<\/p>\n
She grew up around the film world, accompanying her parents, Dr. Rajashekar and Jeevitha, to shoots. But neither she nor her sister Shivani waited for offers. They called production houses and chased auditions. In the three years after her debut, Dorasaani<\/i>, Shivathmika had no releases and very few chances to work.<\/p>\n
Today, things are looking up. As she soaks in the praise for the web series Varam<\/i> (Jio Hotstar) and awaits ENE Repeat<\/i>, which releases on November 19, Shivathmika doesn\u2019t take anything for granted.<\/p>\n
Excerpts from an interview:<\/i><\/b><\/p>\nYou have been acting for nearly seven years. Are you in a comfortable space now?<\/h4>\n
I continue to reach out to makers and audition. Even today, most of my work comes through auditions, roughly a 60-40 split between auditions and direct collaborations. Auditioning has never felt uncomfortable; it is like a job interview. You have to put yourself out there because there is more supply than demand, especially for female actors. With language barriers dissolving, the talent pool is wider. I am more comfortable now, but cinema demands that you keep evolving.<\/p>\n
So you are working with teams that are genuinely collaborative?<\/h4>\n
Absolutely. I don\u2019t alter the commercial dynamics of a film. Hiring me isn\u2019t a market-driven choice; it\u2019s because the makers feel I am apt for the part. I still need to demonstrate that I can pull off a role, and I am grateful for these meaty parts.<\/p>\n
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You started acting at 18. Did you ever feel you were not ready for showbiz?<\/h4>\n
After Dorasaani<\/i>, I felt I did not fit any bracket. I thought I was too young to be glamorous or mainstream, and too critical of my looks. Other actresses my age excelled in commercial roles. I was not confident enough. I was a typical teenager, doing whatever I liked.<\/p>\nWhen did things change for the better?<\/h4>\n
Perhaps with Nitham Oru Vaanam <\/i>(Tamil). Shooting that film made me love myself. It helped me face the camera, feel comfortable and pretty. The team helped me break through internal barriers. I stopped calculating which film would take me where and began trusting the script.<\/p>\n
Things took time. I wasn\u2019t signing a film every three months. I took up Aaromaley<\/i> in Tamil to work with a talented bunch. Then I signed Visa<\/i> in Telugu and bagged a fun, vibrant part. Varam<\/i> for Jio Hotstar, and another series coming soon; let me explore OTT without the market stakes. And then came ENE Repeat<\/i>.<\/p>\nYour casting in \u2018ENE Repeat\u2019 came as a surprise to many\u2026<\/h4>\n
I never imagined myself in such a massive mainstream project. ENE Repeat<\/i> comes with huge expectations; Tharun could have cast someone more famous, with an instant box-office draw.<\/p>\n
He was looking for the right fit for the character named Keerthana. Though we had known each other for three or four years, I was not an automatic choice. I was floored by the script. It is rare for a female character to have such a substantial role in a male buddy comedy.<\/p>\n
I auditioned for a couple of scenes and left, least expecting to land the role. Great auditions have not always helped in my case. A month later, Tharun called to say I was on board. I was so afraid of jinxing the opportunity that I barely shared the news with anyone.<\/p>\n
In \u2018Varam\u2019, your portrayal of Satya, a sex worker, steers clear of clich\u00e9s. She is not a victim waiting to be saved.<\/h4>\n
That\u2019s why I picked Satya. Director Aditya Mandala\u2019s logic was simple: Satya has been in that environment since she was 14 or 15. It is her reality. She wants to leave the brothel, so she quietly works, sews and sells clothes, and saves for her future.<\/p>\n
Aditya was clear that there would be no sexualisation of Satya. Outside the brothel, he insisted that I wear oversized clothes. Satya is so exhausted by her own figure and sexuality that she wants to be invisible when she steps out. Playing a character with such casual dignity in a safe working environment made me feel at ease.<\/p>\n
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Like Raju (Vishwadev Rachakonda) in Varam, if you could possess one superpower, what would it be?<\/h4>\n
A good hair day, every day! Managing my hair during promotions is a daily struggle (laughs). But genuinely, I would love a superpower that could eliminate all negativity in the world, such as hunger, violence and suffering. I carry the weight of world events, so being able to fix all of that would be the ultimate power.<\/p>\n
How do you handle dry spells when you wait for the next good offer?<\/h4>\n
No one stays motivated during dry spells; I certainly don\u2019t. I can get restless, gain weight and feel miserable. It is tough to wake up without a routine or purpose. People advise me to use that time to stay fit. It is crucial to reach out, audition and maintain your self-esteem, so that when a production house calls to say that shooting starts tomorrow, you are ready.<\/p>\n
There has been significant discourse around the portrayal of women in mainstream cinema lately. Have conversations on sets got better?<\/h4>\n
I have been fortunate to work with sensible directors such as Tharun Bhascker, Aditya Mandala, Sarang (Aaromaley<\/i>), Ra. Karthik (Nitham Oru Vaanam<\/i>) and Udbhav (Visa<\/i>). I have had the freedom to discuss lines, character choices and costumes.<\/p>\n
The conversation is improving. Audiences reject half-baked, poorly written or objectified female characters. My only reservation is when critics from other industries use one or two films to generalise and talk about all of South Indian or Telugu cinema. It is unfair to those striving to create respectful cinema. But the scrutiny keeps everyone on guard and pushes the industry to do better.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n